There is a message that has been brewing in my soul since the election in the uSA. I have come across many responses of sadness, despair, shock and outrage as a result of the election results, responses that surprised me from people I respect and love, who seem to have a perspective that I do not quite share. In my innocence and naivite as a dreamer, as a “hopeless/hopeful romantic”, I have come to have a perspective that always attempts to see things through a higher perspective, through the vision of Spirit, of God’s love and of the evolution of consciousness on the planet that I have come to be a part of, to serve and experience. There is a flow of awareness and evolution that is in process and we don’t always have the ability or capacity to know the whole picture. It is my perhaps naive view, that everything, EVERYTHING, that happens has a higher purpose, however horrifying, traumatic, joyful or cruel, it may seem. I have complete trust that there is a higher purpose also in these events that are happening in human history, in the history of the planet and the current moment in the evolutionary process of our “civilization”. Empires, civilizations have risen and fallen for countless millenia. Within the framework of time (or no-time) everything evolves and is part of our soul’s journey towards wholeness, towards the recognition of God’s love manifesting in our lives and moving towards the eventual world of Heaven on Earth, a “return” to a New Dawn, an age of peace, love, harmony and cooperation on this planet. It is not necessarily given to us to see how the steps along that journey are part of this unfolding, but I hold in my heart the dearness of this vision and the Divine Purpose that is at work. Our human perspective has been conditioned heavily by the traumas, acculturation and distortions of our upbringing, of our limited brains and perspectives, and I am praying and holding space for the evolution that is now occurring to blossom into the reality of this vision that my heart tells me IS the New Reality unfolding. May it be so for you too, in whatever way it can manifest for your deepest happiness.
Yesterday morning, instead of receiving a personal message, this is what came through with a request to share it, especially in view of the fact that many seem to be experiencing challenges in some area of their lives currently. So enjoy. There is no name attached to it, perhaps it is from one who calls himself “Old Chinese”:
It is time for Humanity to look within. The human heart carries all the secrets, all the messages that people need to know about themselves, their path in life, who they really are and what they have come here for. The human heart, not some divine, timeless, spiritual space of worship or devotion or adulation, not some priestess or channel or god being, not a guru or a wise mother figure that can shower you with love or give you a hug or a magic touch, but your own human heart. The cells of your heart knew when to start beating before you emerged from your Mother’s womb, before your first breath. They carry the codes, the memories and the lessons; they carry the instructions for who and what you are to be, and have been, and they carry the information of your lineage, personal and collective, of everything it required to assemble stardust and spirit into the unique being that Mother Earth was able to fashion, so that you could be here now in this place and in this time. Those first cells of your heart imparted to every cell of your body and every atom and molecule that makes up your DNA and your cellular structure, the instructions, the direction and the knowledge of how a star being from the distant galaxies, from the Earth’s oceans and dirt was able to form itself into a human being with the genetic make up of your parents and ancestors so that you, yourself, could be.
Your inner world of biology, your inner world of consciousness, of attention, of breath and of focus is your doorway to all the answers you seek, to the why and how of your life, to the feelings that dominate and control you, to the longings and pain, to the aches and losses, to the hunger and misery and suffering you are carrying from your ancestors and to the joy and celebration of freedom, of unity and harmony – to the peace you so long for in your personal life and in what you see around you on this beautiful golden planet that is so unique in the Universe.
The lessons you are learning are only lessons; for even as you are all these wonderful things in the framework of your human biological and mental, intellectual and psychic structure, so you are also the timeless, immortal and universal spirit that inhabits each cell, the infinite eternality of spirit entering form – the great mystery of who you are, the great mystery of All That Is, that you call God, that you see as the divine – as you see, feel and experience as outside of you, as Jesus or Mary or Buddha or some other Great Being that you pray to or put on a pedestal, attach wings to and ask for help or guidance from
Look to your own wings, to your own source of the great mystery, for truly, I tell you, there is no greater mystery than that which dwells in your own cells, in the memory of who you have been, and what you are and who you have determined to become. This mystery that is written in the stars, is inscribed in your very own DNA. Each strand carries untold treasure and story and reality.
Spiral in and then spiral back out and recognize that the center of the spiral, the one doing the spiraling, is who you truly are.
Your breath loves your body. Your body loves your breath. They are inseparable. For those of you who say “yes, we have been told over and over about this thing you are sharing with us about the answers being within, that God or Jesus or Buddha, or whomever we look to as being our great shining light – as being within – as being the answer, but I don’t FEEL it. I don’t KNOW it; it is just a concept, an intellectual exercise” – the breath is the doorway. You cannot enter the kingdom with the mind and you cannot access the heart without the body. They are all intertwined. heartbodymind all exist within the breath. The breath feeds the body, the body feeds the mind, and the heart feeds the brain, which feeds the heart. There is a symbiosis, an interconnectedness that reaches out beyond the physicality to encompass all life, for all life is bodymind and is connected through the in and out of breath – the heart pumping life force, renewing the old, stale energy with the living spirit that animates the fullness of life and allows the brainmind to think and the bodymindbrainheart to create all the wonderful tools and technologies and poetry from words and building blocks of matter. The mystery of who you are is so vast and intricate, it cannot be grasped by the intellect, even in millions of lives, but it can be felt by one heart in, one now moment, for it is also simple and pure and innocent and exists in the imagination, in the child’s curiosity and in the world of play.
Consider the breath for a moment; Like the tide, it flows, it comes and goes; it is never still, always moving in and out, one wave after the other, some big, crashing waves, and then the sucking of the undertow gathering its forces for the next wave and sometimes a gentle swell, and then the water washes the shore and fills the tide-pools and the holes where the clams and mussels breathe. And so too, the breath comes and goes, and as you sit and breathe, and feel, perhaps sadness or anger or frustration with your challenge, with your health or financial or relationship issue, there is an understanding that each breath you take, as you hold that thought with the breath, it must be released with the out-breath, and then the next in-breath is a new one, a different one and you cannot re-breathe the last breath you just released, for it has gone, like a million breaths before it, it came and it went. And there will be another breath in a year’s time that will carry a different thought, a different character, a different feeling, but right now, this breath that we breathe is unique. It exists only in the moment and I can choose to attach whatever thought or feeling I wish to it, and as it becomes complete, I will breathe out and then, there will be another opportunity for another breath, and I can attach to it whatever thought, feeling or moment of attention I please. I have the freedom to breathe my own breath and to feel what I now choose to feel and think, what I now wish and choose to think as I breathe in that breath; and as sure as night follows day and the day follows night, I can watch that breath release, feel the air leave my body and feel the new breath coming in. And who am I? I am the one who breathes, I am the one who watches, who chooses, who thinks and feels, breathing in and releasing out. My existence depends on this action of breathing in and releasing. My body, my brain, my heart, all are partaking of this process and are all feeding each other. My mind is the fluid energy of in and out and watching, feeling, thinking, being. And they are all connected to this great mystery of existence that has some kind of spirit attached to them. And perhaps, when the process stops, there will be nothing, and perhaps that spirit continues without the process. I will find out, or I won’t. It does not matter. Right now, what does matter, is that I am breathing in and out and there is a choice for me as to what thought and emotion I attach to the breath. And it is all within that this process happens. There may be answers within that arise, and when they do, it is that “still small voice” that I now pay attention to.
You have heard the terms “There is only Love” or “there is only God”. Forget about that. These are concepts. There is only breath. As far as you, I, we are concerned, that is the only truth you need. Everything rises and falls within the moments of breath. Life exists in breath.
May the Living Spirit that is within all life be present in each breath you breathe, and bring you peace.
Volcanoes and Fairies September 1st, 2016
There seems to be a shift in the air. Today is the New Moon and you may be feeling that the challenges you have seen around you or been witnessing have become very polarized as good and bad, very intense or ease and grace. There is something coming, and it is as though, if you were an animal, you would be able to sense it, to sniff it, to perhaps run to safety or hide or gather nuts.
We suggested a title for this transmission as Fairies and Volcanoes
The contrast between these two energies, in some way, exemplifies this dichotomy, this sense of polarization, for some people are beginning to feel the magic of the faerie kingdom in their life, are feeling that there is an unfolding happening in their lives where every day, there is magic, there is miracle, serendipity and a sense that all is moving in a positive and community experience of greater collaboration and benevolence in their lives in spite of the occasional challenge or miscommunication or sense that something is not quite in place.
And then there are those who are being challenged by great upheaval, by intense experiences, emotions, things falling apart, health issues or relationship breakups, children in crisis and great burden financially.
So in the rest of the world around you, there is a sense of something beyond your control, a craziness, a tremendous place of uncertainty and insecurity; the feeling that the volcano is about to blow its top, and there may be nowhere to run to.
Do not panic. Take a few well earned, deep breaths and allow. There is nothing to do, there is nothing you can do to prepare for these kind of shifts, except to understand that there is something momentous upon you that is now entering the field of your earthly experience. There is magic and mystery and chaos and dissolution. If you look at the US presidential election process and the disintegration that is happening with this cumbersome giant you call the USA, you can realize that there is an unprecedented change coming, and the only way to prepare is to surrender.
It is an inside job now, as the shift that is occurring is a shift in consciousness from separation consciousness to unity consciousness and that which is not unified is being challenged to change its focus, its viewpoint, its position and awareness.
The health problems you may be experiencing, or those of your loved ones, are reflections of something inside that has been hidden, out of your awareness, that has been controlling your life, now wanting to be recognized, changed, shifted, so that it no longer is running the show, and the places that were trying to pretend that they don’t exist in you or them, are now saying: “here I am, please take a look at me, I have arrived so you can begin again, with a fresh approach, one that speaks of integrity, wholeness, wholesomeness.. Is there a way we can do things differently now, be more honest, more clear, more true”
For the volcano may blow its top and spread fear and panic and dust and particles and a sense of hopelessness. But that is what is rife on your planet already. It is just that is has only affected the dispossessed, the poor, the “others”, the oppressed, the children in “3rd world ” countries, the refugees from the poor villages who just want to have food, shelter, warmth and a place to rest.
And those of you who have spent your days shopping and playing with your toys and electronic devices are now facing the fact that you may be refugees from your own selves, from your hearts and it is becoming more and more difficult to keep your hearts closed, for some part of your system is shutting down, hurting, crying out for succor.
Some of you are sprinkling fairy dust around, moving through the challenges, lighting up and opening your hearts. If this could have a name, it would be the age of the heart, for the mind, the brain, the ego, the personality, the scientific, religious control mindset that has been dominated by a masculine ethic, is drawing to a close, and the Mother energy, Pele, the volcano is raging and boiling inside and won’t have anything to do with it.
There was once a continent, a civilization, very similar to yours that existed in the middle of the Atlantic ocean, that had an extremely advanced technological civilization, that colonized and controlled many other cultures and countries and civilizations, that engaged in warfare with terrible weaponry and that ended up in great decadence and eventually destruction, a response, perhaps, of the Great Mother, your planet Gaia, that cannot be controlled and that shakes off the impudence of the human hubris like a giant beast shaking of the puny attempts of man to tether and climb upon and destroy her, like shaking off ants and water from the back and shoulders.
It is a time of choice, not powerlessness, not denial, not hopelessness, but a time for introspection, looking at your life and being prepared to simplify, redefine, be willing to allow change and be able to see it as opportunity, as a chance to refresh, to renew, to rebuild from the heart up, not destroying or denigrating the mind and the ego, but integrating, allowing and accepting that there is a way, the fairy dust can settle and exact its changes before volcanic ash covers everything. The winds can shift the populations of refugees to a promised land that is waiting for you now. Your ridiculous presidential “race” is a race to the precipice, a vaudeville show, a comic representation of where your technological mind and profit orientation has taken you so that the prophet voice is overshadowed by the sounds of your driving, heavy loud and discordant music blaring from your vehicles as you wait for the lights to turn.
You are at the crossroads, and the lights are stuck on red and at the same time amber – the warnings are there in front of you. Imagine what it is like sitting in your car with miles and miles of highways as you desperately try to drive your way out of danger; highways clogged with vehicle atherosclerosis and no bypass. Now is the time to build highways to sanity, to a healthy community-oriented way of being that honors Mother Nature, life and human hearts.
There are holocausts all around you on your planet and everyone is so busy shopping and preparing for the next orchestrated opportunity to buy flowers and send cards that are being manufactured in China for your consumption at the cost of health, sanity and the Mother’s life force.
Wake up in your bed this next morning, or the next or the next and ask yourself: “do I want to continue on this wheel or can I change”? Ask: “What can I do, one step I can take, what is it that will create something different for me and my family?” There is a solution for each one of you, a personal, intuitive, introspective solution that is both elegant and essential. Now is the time to assess your life and ask the questions. There are many angels, guides, ancestors and departed loved ones who see from a higher perspective and communicate through the HEART. They are waiting for you to turn to them, and then to listen to their suggestions. The answers will come in the “still, small voice” but you must quiet the madness and all the other voices within to be able to hear them. They have your solution in mind, so please listen and then follow your guidance, your heart, your intuition. We are loving you very much. We are your other selves, your angels, your friends on the “other” side of the veil, in the dimensions that touch yours when you open your hearts to know us. We are also the fairies, the fey, the little ones who dwell in your gardens and places of refuge, those few that have not been covered with concrete and asphalt. Look for us, ask for us, find us. We are there, waiting and we love you. You are part of us as we are part of you. There is only God’s love, only light, only love. All else is an illusion. You are not bodies, you are infinite, immortal souls, spirit in matter, here for a short time. Blessings to you for reading this far.!,
My name is Maryam. I am known as Mary Magdalene to many. From ancient times, I have been. The mystery schools of Egypt, and before, were filtered into the stories and mythologies that became recorded and redrafted in the new images of the time in Palestine at the beginnings of the masculine ascendancy and dominance, when the old stories were rewritten and recreated, and fabricated into what has become the “truth” you now believe and call the “Bible” – whether it is old or new, Jewish or Christian. For I have been from the beginning. I was worshipped as Isis and I was high priestess of Isis. I was consort, companion and co-equal with the son god and the moon goddess; as the sun god’s shadow, as the representative of the divine feminine, as the mother, the whore and the crone. There was only one Mary, throughout time; Mar Yam, “bitter sea” – the original sister of Moses, Miriam, the queen of heaven, the daughter, mother, grandmother of the forgotten times when the feminine ruled the world, and there was peace and there was a flourishing of art and commerce and trade and creativity; before the sword and the spear and the enslavement of the “soft” in the service of the dominant male paradigm that now runs the world and has become exhausted and toxically ineffective.
So many turn to “me”, to “us”, the nurturing element of the Universe now, for some relief, for some resolution, rebalancing, recognition and re-membering a world where the sword and the weapons no longer rule. The new world is emerging. The universes that you know, are powered by duality; the flow of electrons between a positive and a negative polarity, the yin-yang of creation, the pulse of vitality through atom and molecule that is fueled by the transmission of God’s love and divine spark into the divine human receptacle of human body and consciousness; the constant flow of creativity from birth to destruction, from dissolution to recreation, an unending flow.
And so too, the times have come to where you are witnessing the flip of the switch, the reversal of polarities, the swing of the worlds, the new world coming, the return of peace, and the worship of the Goddess and the honoring of the God, working in balance, in union, without effort, allowing the flow of electrons, ideas, heart threads and the return of love. This is your true heritage. This is the unfolding you are now in. So celebrate the struggle, because it is part of the transformation of a universe that has been sitting on its head and has now been moved back into a more balanced alignment, but planted onto the Earth, eyes to the stars, hearts pointed in all directions to reclaim community, harmony, peace and recognition of interconnectedness. M April 13th, 2016
Wikipedia: Being originally the name of Miriam, the name may have originated from the Egyptian language, like possibly Moses; it is likely derivative of the words mry “beloved” or mr “love” or the derived ancient Egyptian name Meritamen or Meri-Amun, “beloved of the God Amun”. Other suggestions include the word root m-r-r “bitter” (cf. myrrh), or the Hebrew root (מרי m-r-y) “rebellious”, or even possibly “wished-for child”, or “strong waters”. Maryam is also a name of a flower (tuberose) in the Persian language.